Large or small, distance is distance, and that feeling of distance is discouraging. When things aren’t going your way, or you aren’t getting what you want, it’s normal to feel like God isn’t listening to you. No matter how much you pray, you feel like you aren’t being heard. When this happens, you have to remember that God is so loving and forgiving! He loves you no matter what. You have to remember what he has done for you in the past, and that will remind you that he is there. There is no distance. Read your Bible, pray, and get close to Him again.
ne peux pas dormir No puedo dormir لا أستطيع النوم nuk mund të fle kan nie slaap nie չի կարողանում քնել yuxu bilməz ez lo egin не магу спаць না শয়ন করতে পারেন не мога дспя No puc dormir 无法入睡 無法入睡 ne mogu spavati nemůže spát kan ikke sove kan niet slapen ne povas dormi ei saa magada hindi maaaring matulog voi nukkua não consigo dormir nu pot dormi не могу спать не могу да спавам nemôže spať Ne morem spati hawezi kulala kan inte sova தூங்க முடியாது నిద్ర కాదు ไม่สามารถนอนหลับ uyuyamıyorum не можу спати سو نہیں سکتی không thể ngủ methu cysgu קענען ניט שלאָפן
I’m not sure what to do anymore. It sucks, you know, trying so hard to do something, but then not succeeding at it. It’s frustrating. It makes me want to just quit, which is something I don’t have the option of doing, unfortunately.
I hate seeing all this tumblr posts of people being so happy and living, while I’m at home, or at Ramon’s or whatever just laying down, lazy, feeling sorry for myself. I watch TV and I see how some people can be so active in school and such, while I am in one club at school and I don’t want to ever go to its activities.
Am I depressed?
I’m tired, always. I sleep for 10 hours, but as soon as I can, I’m napping again, and I can’t help but do so. I suppose working out would help this problem, but I’m too lazy, and content with my body to work out. I wish I had some imperfection that working out would fix, but then again, I’m terrified of being fat. So, that wouldn’t be good.
I just want to be happy. Why is that so hard for me to achieve? Everyone else seems so happy, so why not me? I put on a big front when I’m around people, but at home, I’m mopey. I’m sad.
I don’t even talk to God anymore. It seems like a chore, which is not good, of course. And, I don’t know why! I just want to talk to Him. Ask Him for help and guidance. Why can’t I?
It’s so hard to be on my own, and the funny thing is that it’s not even real right now. I don’t know what I want anymore. All I know is that things need to change.
I find myself in deep thought a lot. It changes when I’m around others, so now I don’t know what to feel. I don’t know what to do. I need help.
I pray, and I pray for happiness. Is this what I need? Is this the right thing to do? Or will things change than this was just the stepping stone I needed to embrace that change. I’m so torn between everything that is happening to me. I wish I just understood to do.
Vous pensez que c’est necessaire d’etre seul parfois, mais ce n’est pas. Je me suis senti de cette facon pour des longtemps et c’est terrible.